Did I meet a girl? I think I might have…but maybe not. Who knows
anymore? I hope I did, but I probably didn’t. Though I must say I
haven’t even considered thinking "have I met a girl?" in an incredibly
long time. I am over-analyzing this.
it’s now the lat week of June, and i don’t really have all that much
to say. well no, i take that back…i have a book of things to say,
this is just not the place to say them.i just too lazy to write it down.its been three months after i decide to seperate with my g/f. I learned how to be alive from mygirl, and without her i was afraid i
was going to lose everything that i had been working on for so long.i pack up my life, and started new life
Things have been good though. I’ve been reconnecting with old friends, and making up
for lost time. I forgot how nice it was to live alone, and live by my
own hours in a city that seems to work 24 hours a day. I’ve stayed up
until the morning almost every night, listening to records and
drawing….nice isn’t even the word for it. and i had totally forgotten
what a pleasure it was to just sit on your couch and read a book.
things are good. i am happier than i have ever been.
I had a dream last night that i asked an old friend to marry me, she
said she couldn’t because she was dying of cancer. this may be a result
of too little sleep, or too much RC cola before bed…or quite frankly
too much LOST. But either way i woke up terrified….i havent had a
dream like that in years.
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i’m stopping this slow death
by letters never sent
i’m killing one way romance
and its words never read
i’m leaving love’s lost battles
to the vulture’s need to feed
i’m leaving you
i’m leaving them
and learning to be me
heart is everything
heart is you
love is you
hell is you
loss is you
heartless
My dearest friend, if you dont mind, i’d like to sit by your side
where we can gaze into the stars,
and sit together, now and forever
for it is plain as anyone can see
im simply meant to be
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opo kui……mbuh ah!!!mati wae!!!sarap!!
-sinangdesperate-
please somebody get me a doctor….i’m dying>>>>>
I once knew a girl
In the years of my youth
With eyes like the summer
All beauty and truth
In the morning I fled
Left a note and it read
I cannot pretend that I felt any regret
Cause each broken heart will eventually mend
As the blood runs red down the needle and thread
Someday you will be loved
You’ll be loved you’ll be loved
Like you never have known
The memories of me
Will seem more like bad dreams
Just a series of blurs
Like I never occurred
Someday you will be loved
You may feel alone when you’re falling asleep
And everytime tears roll down your cheeks
But I know your heart belongs to someone you’ve yet to meet
Someday you will be loved
fukkyoufukkyouandfukkyou!!!!
apa apaan ini……????huakakakakak
